I have become very uninterested in TV viewing for the most part over the past few years.
I found I was becoming so discouraged....so I just stopped watching.
We love our DVR and anything we want to watch usually gets recorded for viewing at a conveinient time.
Well in my lack of TV consumption the large catastrophic tornadoes that have hit the US in the last month have missed my attention. So I had to watch some clips online to understand the devastation. I didn't watch because they bring encouragement but rather empathy for the poor, poor families that have undergone such tragedy!
My heart aches for the many losses.
This morning I awoke early from a dream. I was crying. In my dreaming I had gotten everything stolen from my van. Which included my purse and my camera with my 2 sd cards that held over 3000 pictures. I didn't care so much about the wallet all though I knew it would be a pain to replace but the camera and pictures I knew could not be. I had such an empty feeling as I woke. My emotions were heavy.
And then I awoke so glad to realize it was just a dream. But I instantly thought of all the people who have been affected in some way by the storms in the past weeks and I thought of all they had lost. Some precious memories that will never be replaced, others homes and cars and places to work. And finally others have lost their family members.
And my heart breaks as I think of their tremendous loss.
I think God cares about it too.
Do you remember the story of Jesus in the boat?
His disciples were in the middle of the biggest storm of their life. They were trained on the sea. They had spent years as fishermen. They knew that the storm they were in could kill them. And they were scared out of their ever lovin skin.
And Jesus slept.
It must have felt like he wasn't really getting the picture.
What was he doing?
Why didn't he use this moment to step in and save them?
Did he care?
Was he punishing them?
They were completely out of control of their environment! Rockin' on the boat without land in sight.
But Jesus knew that the sound of his voice would make the wind be still.
And that's what makes him different than you and I.
He knows the wind and rain.
He is in charge of the direction the wind blows and how much or little the rain falls.
He wasn't punishing the disciples...they were with Jesus.
He was with them.
And as they cried out to him he stopped the wind and rain.
But what about when he doesn't stop it?
What about the people who cried out this past week and Jesus seemed to continue sleeping?
Those are hard questions. Ones I can't answer.
But I don't think it's punishment nor do I think he sleeps.
He watches every hair on our head. He knows when the sparrow falls and he knows when my toe gets stubbed.
So you better believe he is very awake when his children face storms.
Yes he is very awake.
And he is right in the boat with us...speaking peace.
Peace...fall into my arms when your world falls apart.
Peace...Give me a chance to bring you clarity in your storm.
Peace...Be still and know that I AM God.
And while a storm is so huge and furious that it can rip apart a city in 20 minutes is hard for me to understand...
I can rest knowing that if that happens here to my house and neighbors he is still in charge and the winds still have to submit to him.
I want to have a calm assurance that no matter what the storm looks like today. ...
Jesus is in the boat!
I love him for that!